December 8 Year 5981 - To The White Prince Joseph

8 December 2021




Dearest beloved Joseph (Mosab Hassan Yosuef),

I am heartbroken everyday I cry out to GOD, I don't know how HE can heal me. I had believed GOD that you are my GOD ordained spouse, but this vision has deeply hurt me because I was not patient enough to wait that you would find me. Instead I searched for you and found a counterfeit who took advantage of my weak heart. The only way for me to be healed is to meet you, and see GOD's promises come to pass. But to meet you would be enough, I just want to see if GOD did truly reveal to me HIS Truth and HIS will. I am hopeless of this dream becoming a reality but my hope is in GOD. May the LORD heal me and may the LORD always bless you and keep you, make HIS face to shine upon you. Give you peace, joy and fill your heart with HIS love. For now, I cannot stop to love you from afar but I am praying to let go of you while I'm not with you. Only the LORD will be able to explain one day why things had to happen. I know that my faith is being tested but GOD knows also how weak I am, how easily deceived I am, but I thank GOD for the wisdom HE gave you. Today what hurt me so much is being small in the eyes of my father Dennis, whom I want to please and make proud of. I can never redeem myself in front of my parents, only GOD can redeem me now.... May the LORD be merciful to me as I cry to HIM day after day... My pain is too much for me to bear... please be safe now


Love,

Marie Christine

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