December 8 Year 5981 - To The White Prince Joseph
8 December 2021 Dearest beloved Joseph (Mosab Hassan Yosuef), I am heartbroken everyday I cry out to GOD, I don't know how HE can heal me. I had believed GOD that you are my GOD ordained spouse, but this vision has deeply hurt me because I was not patient enough to wait that you would find me. Instead I searched for you and found a counterfeit who took advantage of my weak heart. The only way for me to be healed is to meet you, and see GOD's promises come to pass. But to meet you would be enough, I just want to see if GOD did truly reveal to me HIS Truth and HIS will. I am hopeless of this dream becoming a reality but my hope is in GOD. May the LORD heal me and may the LORD always bless you and keep you, make HIS face to shine upon you. Give you peace, joy and fill your heart with HIS love. For now, I cannot stop to love you from afar but I am praying to let go of you while I'm not with you. Only the LORD will be able to explain one day why things had to happen. I know that...